I'm sitting by a chair on a table, I'm sitting on a chair at
a table, I'm sitting on a chair with a table, etc. What you are witnessing is a
series of random thoughts going through critical evaluation in order to
determine which phrase best suites my thought by explaining my situation
without the slightest hint of ambiguity. Nevertheless, how precise can anyone
be in a world full of contradictions and/or distractions. i apologize and with
shame [as much shame as i felt the first time i slept with my friend's sister-
none] suggest that you pardon my manners and also believe in my newly found
resolve as i graciously say "welcome to lala land".
What is lala land? is it
a joke? haha, I'm laughing already and please do feel free to laugh along with
me only if you've got a complete set of teeth. lala land? is it a myth? i wish.
a fantasy? maybe. a reality? definitely! what is this reality? lala land is a
reality [though unreal] and seeks to strike a balance between whats real and
whats ideal. or at least combine both concepts appropriately to emanate a
conviction about life.
What is life? life is love [oh xo]. Is that right? or as i often do not like to hear; life is beautiful. Not with so much prevalent ugliness in persons and personalities and its eating deep and fast into the very fibers that form the structures of our today. in other words, ugliness has become a trend. life, like school or schooling can only be defined via experience. It is something you go through and only those who've "been there and done that" so to speak can in retrospect have a say i.e express their views, thoughts, concepts, etc and in their own words too. basically if you want to define school, ask a graduate and if its life you seek to define, ask the dead. O_o Better yet, you could die and find out which will amuse me no more than a professor whom after making a profound statement, asks a blind man if he 'sees' the point.
At a party the other day
[house party- my favorite] with the unusually loud music and trash conducts
people engage in after too much sips and puffs on the grass, myself included, i
met a girl i liked or thought i did. Noticing she was tipsy, i heroically urged
her on to the front porch and sat on a chair far away from the noise and frenzy
going on in the house so i could concentrate on the noise starting in my own
head as i stare at this beauty [remembers xo… then snaps back to reality]. we
got chatty, specifically about the party- the people, the drinks, the fun, the
gifts and went on to play a game of truth or dare.
To whom do i owe
this pleasure? do i thank GOD for creating alcohol or thank him for creating those
geniuses that created it. Consciously, i let my eyes travel every nook and
cranny of this flowers anatomy and i couldn't help but think to myself that she
had more 'curves' than a bad road. lean towards her for a kiss i told myself.
lean one, two and thr… and just as i was about to gather courage [as if it were
pieces to be put together] she woke me up as she said and i quote: i like
gifts, especially edibles. sounds familiar? suddenly realizing that she'd been
doing the talking she questioned; what do you do? "gifts"
"edibles", these two words seemingly took over my mind like a
virus and without a second thought, first thought or any thought at all i
replied; I'm a pilot. sounds familiar! (•͡_ •͡
Even
if i can't fly (though the grass makes me believe I can), i was definitely
looking fly i thought to myself the following morning when i woke up on the
same porch but on the floor now and found a paper neatly folded into my shirt
pocket. it had a name and a number.
I
can't say that i know where the truth begins. but i do know it ends where
the lies start. so much for 'real' and 'ideal'. i have definitely got my
fingers crossed.
Sweet lie.
ReplyDeletelala land is equal to dream/reality land.
ReplyDeletehmmmm i damn understand dz so well,should i say experince .i dont know o lol
ReplyDeletepilot or airplane. the plot gets thicker. real
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